Dilon me tum apni betabiyan leke chal rahe ho,to zinda ho tum
Nazar me khwaabon ki bijliyan leke chal rahe ho,to zinda ho tum
Hwa ke jhokon ke jaise aazad rehno sekho
Tum ek dariya ke jaise lehron mein behna sekho
Hr ek lamhe se tum milo khole apni baahein
Hr ek pal ek nya sama dekhe nigahein
Jo apni ankhon mein hairanian leke chal rahe ho,to zinda ho tum
Dilon mein tum apni betabian leke chal rahe ho,to zinda ho tum

Of course I did not write these lines. It is written by Javed Akthar for the movie Zindagi na Milegi Dobara. Well, I am not the kind of guy who reads poetry. In fact apart from the times when I had to read poetry for Hindi and English exams when I was in school, I never cared for it. But I loved the poems in the movie Zindagi na Milegi Dobara, mostly because they have placed it in apt situations in the movie. I confess that this would be the only time when I tried to grasp the meaning of a poem. Of the four poems in the movie, I particularly liked this poem because it is about how can you live life.

It was something which I always wanted to put in this blog. No, not some self- help guide on how to live life. No. Just my reflections on it or what I feel when I look back to the 23 years of my life till now. Or I should say what I have figured out till now; because at 23 years, I still fall under the "not having enough experience in life" category.

I have not read any books on Philosophy, so forgive me if I am saying something stupid. I think that dreams are to be dreamed. It has its way of coming true. I cannot say how, but some of the things which I have wanted to happen has happened. It might not be in the straightforward manner; you might even forget what you dreamed about becoming along the way, but once you reached where you want to get to, you will say, "Hey, I always wanted to be here or at this position, and I am here.... I don't know how I got here..." 

I always think that everything happens in your life happens for a reason. It might be good or bad (unfortunately the latter happens more; I am not trying to prove Murphy's laws here, but the bad gets noticed more than the good). You will not know that at that time, but once you get to where you want to and you look back to your life till now, you will realize that whatever good or bad has happened, it has happened for a reason. I will not say that this "reason" would be something great or magnificent. I am not saying that you will become the person who will bring about a change in the world. All I am saying is that whatever that has happened till now in your life is the reason why you are here. 

So my point is, the "reason" can as well be what you dream to be. I am not getting into how to get to your dream. Because I don't know. If I did I could have made a fortune writing books about it or giving motivational speeches about it. From my end, all I can say is that as long as you have belief in life and will not give up on life if what you dreamed does not happen, it is safe to dream. If you don't get to where you want to be, you should be able to say " So what ? Life presents us with a lot of other opportunities !". 

The other day I was watching the movie Amelie (an awesome french movie). In it they were telling about how this girl Amelie likes to enjoy the simple joys of life. That got me thinking, well, we are always kind of stupid in that respect. We search for this so called happiness and we overlook some of the simple things that makes us happy. Like the smell of the ground after a rain, putting your feet in flowing water or as they say in that movie, poking your fingers in a sack of rice; we don't realize that soothing feeling it gives us. We are so concerned about the future or live in the memories of the past that we do not actually live in the present.

I don't intend to "inspire" people with this post; you are better off reading some of the great thinker's books for that. It is just as I said, what I have figured out till now. There is more to experience and learn. So I think I will stop now concluding with the english translation of the poem which I put in the beginning of this post.

If you have eagerness in your heart, it means you are alive,
If your eyes are filled with dreams, it means you are alive
Learn to be free like the wind,
Learn to flow freely like the river,
Embrace every moment with open arms,
See a new horizon every time with your eyes,
If you carry surprise in your eyes, it means you are alive,
If you have eagerness in your heart, it means you are alive… 

Nonsense

I was trying to practice some NX 7.5 (or known as Unigraphics) by myself referring through a text book that I suddenly got the inspiration to put this post. I don't know where this "inspiration" came from, but it just came out like a spark. But come to think of it, I don't know what to write. See, that's what I am doing right now. Putting whatever is coming on my mind. Facebook, twitter and now google+ wants me to do it but I don't think whatever that is on my mind can be put in the constraints of a social network. It is just the random chain of thoughts that I am putting in. Honest.

The last post that I put on this blog was a 8 months ago. I don't know where that time went by. Time flies. One summer went by and hey, it is almost winter now. Someone is singing something in the Pandora internet radio right now, I don't know what he is singing about, but the music is just washing over me as I am typing this. I did not put anything on here for sometime because I did not think anything significant enough to blog on.

But then, wait. Why should I care about the significance of what I am writing ? It is not some newspaper or something. It is just MY blog. I am writing what I want to write right at this instant. I know that it does not make any sense whatsoever. But then making sense is the least of  my agenda while I am writing this post. I would say that even writers do that. I can claim now that whatever I wrote till now and whatever I am going to write has an interior meaning which one will only understand when one reflects its "inner" meaning. I can say it is like modern art. Seriously I don't understand head or tail of modern art. Before you judge me let me say that I am actually an art enthusiast. But not modern art. I remember one painting in particular in the Chicago art museum. It was just a green rectangular board. It had a description on its side about what that green rectangle means. I can't see for my life how can the green rectangle mean that. I would say that the one who paints signboards would have put in more effort to his creation than all these modern art guys.

I think I am deviating from the central theme of this blog post. I am starting to get into a topic in particular. I don't want to do that. I want this blog post to be just what is coming on to my mind right now. I want it to be just nonsense. (Oh. I got the title of my blog post now !) But nonsense has its merits. I can say that what I am writing is nonsense for you and that it makes perfect sense to me. Like how Galileo and Copernicus' theory that earth is rotating around the sun and not the other way around did not make any sense at that time. Nonsense I would say is the father of all inventions. Because what you consider now as nonsense will make perfect sense later on. 

See. I got over my "writer's block" and typed in 4 paragraphs just like that. Just plain random nonsense. Well, that is what would be going through each and every one's mind about 90% of the time. Just plain nonsensical thoughts overlapping each other. Still more and more thoughts are coming into my mind which I want to put in here. But it has to stop here. I have to go back to where this blog started in the first place. I have to go back to practicing NX 7.5.

" Which dal is used for dal curry?"

        The title is self explanatory. Well, it is one of the questions which I ask my roommates whenever I attempt to cook dal curry. One of the many questions I asked when I entered into the new realm of cooking which I would say is the most basic of all survival techniques. That is one thing that all the Indian students like me in US could relate to.

          I came here with zero experience in cooking except for "exquisite" dishes like omlette, sandwiches and tea. It is not that my mom did not try to teach me cooking, I was busy with the stuff to do before coming here and well, I was too lazy to learn cooking. But I don't think it mattered because when I actually started to cook, it is not that difficult as I imagined it would be and it was more fun than I expected it to be.

          You start with sautéing onions, put some spices, and then put whatever you want into it- rice, vegetable, meat- whatever. That is cooking in my layman's terms. As long as I am not starting any restaurant or something, this is all that I need. I mean I can make "something" and which I think is all that a student cares for. Intuition is our recipe, hands are our measuring cups..... well, as long as we get what we want, anything is fine..

          One bad thing about student life in US is that there is no budget places to eat out other than if you go for the fatty junk food. My student life in undergraduate days depended heavily on the good and budget restaurants near my college hostel, where we could just go, hang around and have a nice meal. I am missing that here. You want to go, have a chai and dosa (or whatever the equivalent they have here other than hamburgers), in a good eat out, without burning a hole in your pocket, tough luck.

          But then, that's how I felt about eating out here, people will have differing opinions. So, as for now, I am comfortable cooking. Well, I do have the starting trouble, I mean, getting up and starting to cook, but once I decide on what to cook and start cooking, I am fine and I am enjoying it. Which brings us to the question, " Which dal is used for dal curry ?". Well, err.....

One Black Coffee

      The one black coffee mentioned in the title is the first thing I bought in the US. So what is there to write about it ? Well, that is something that will confuse anyone who is not familiar with the ways in the US, like me when I was waiting for my connecting flight at the JFK airport in New York. I feel that it is much easier to buy something from a supermarket or to order something in a restaurant in India. It is because we don't have much choices in things and it, if you ask me, makes life much simpler. Well, atleast for a newcomer like me who is not well-versed in the american style of life.

        So here I was, "fresh out of the boat", waiting in the lounge of the Delta airlines when I wanted a coffee. I was having a bad headache after the long journey and I thought that a coffee would do me good. I went to this flashy (and expensive) coffee shop in the lounge. Now, I am one of those guys who has seldom been to Cafe Coffee Day or Barista in India. It is because I did not have any of those in Kothamangalam, Kerala (where I did my engineering), which was kind of good because I could hang out with friends and have a good time at a decent place, without burning a hole in my pocket. So considering that, when I went and ordered a coffee, I expected the sweet and hot coffee made with milk. So, naturally I was confused (and irritated) when they gave the most bitter black coffee possible after paying an equivalent of 100 rupees. But to be fair to the coffee shop, there was creamer and sugar for one to take and mix with coffee, but we will never get the sweetness and thickness of our ordinary Indian coffee.

          Now, that is what I was talking about when I said about the confusing stuff that a newcomer to the US will face. So, apparently, I should have ordered a Latte or Cappucino if I wanted something that is comparable to the good old coffee which we get in India. It is not that I did not see latte, cappucino, mocha, white mocha and all the other kinds of coffee in the menu board, my brother who is studying in Bangalore would have understood what those meant, but I did not. One, as I said, I have seldom been to a Cafe Coffee day and two, atleast the names should be in a language that I could understand. Like mocha (pronounced "moka" not "mochcha" ) is actually coffee with chocolate on it. 

            Same if you go to a restaurant. If you just look at the menu and think that you have decided upon an item, wait. The waiter would want to know how it should be cooked, what sauce you need, how much cheese etc etc on an order which you know nothing about. I mean, coming from dosas, chappathis and biriyanis, when you are asked about how well cooked your steak must be, what can you say ? (by the way, well cooked steak is supposedly the lowest grade of steak...). Or go to a supermarket. You want milk. You have to choose between 2% milk, 4% milk, whole milk, skimmed  milk, vitamin c milk and a lot other varieties. In India, when you order masala dosa, you get masala dosa. When you order tea, you get tea. It is simple, direct. You don't care and so don't have to worry about what masala they put in masala dosa.

                But then, I don't really care about the type of milk and how well cooked the steak must be, but for a new comer, these are confusing stuff. As for me, I am lucky enough to have my relatives here, so I am learning stuff pretty well. Once I get used to these, I think I will start appreciating the number of choices which you have here, not just in restaurants and supermarkets, but in everything. Well, new country, new experiences, it is fun for me and even ordering one black coffee can fill a blog page if you look at it in the right manner.....

When I landed in the US

         I had mentioned in my first blog post that life as it is funnier than you think. That is how I feel when I think of the day when I landed in the US. I had this long flight of 15 hours or so direct from Mumbai to New York, out of which for almost 10 hours I had the sunrise. I mean as I was going from east to west, the sun was kind of following the airplane. So it was dawn for me for like 10 hours when I looked out through the window.

          So, I landed at the JFK airport in New York around 9 in the morning. It was raining in New York on that day, which was kind of disappointing because it was cloudy all the way when the plane was nearing New York. I had heard that we could see the statue of liberty when you are nearing New York. But I doubt if I would have been able to see it properly even if it was a clear day because we were required to strap down to the seat putting the seat belt a good one hour before landing.  They said that it was some safety measure after the 9/11. 

  

          So I got down the plane, stretching and all that after a long flight and walked in the direction where everyone was walking and finally got to a big hall - the immigration check at the port of entry to the US. There was a long queue for the immigration check and I was standing there, listening to almost all the languages of the world, checking, re-checking, re-re-checking whether I have all the documents, which I know for sure is in a folder in my bag. 

            I had seen a lot of american movies, american T.V shows, so I was confident and it did not cross my mind that I would be having difficulty in understanding their accent in the real life until I reached the immigration counter. "Werrugonaskul"..? the immigration officer asked. "What..?" " Where are you gonaskul...?". O.K I understood the first part of the sentence, but what the hell is the next part of the sentence...? But of course I couldn't tell him that, so I asked again politely, "Excuse me..?". Now he was clear; too much clear for comfort like he was talking to a kindergarten kid...."Wheeereee are youuuuu going to schooooooool...?". "Oh.. I have already finished college..." I knew I have said something stupid immediately after I said it. Because over here, school actually means college. Like how football means over here something that you play by throwing the ball around with hand. Anyway the immigration officer gave up on me and stamped my passport, which was all that I needed.

              I picked up all the baggage, used the american dollar for the first time for getting the trolley for taking the baggage ($5 for that) and used the trolley for walking like 20 metres. (If I had known that the baggage check in for the next flight was so near, I would not have taken the trolley. But then you will never know. That is how capitalism works...) So I checked in the baggage, got into some kind of inter- terminal train service and got down at a completely deserted place where my terminal is supposed to be. Now I confess I was kind of lost because I am standing in some kind of station alone with no visible means of exit. One end is the elevator which takes you straight to the street, out of the airport and on other end is a restricted area. Now, I did not want to try my luck with the restricted area, so I went out of the airport hoping to find someone who would guide me, which I did not find.

              After shuffling around for like 10 minutes (I don't know how many security cameras would have been noticing me as a suspicious person during that time..), I finally found out that you have to actually get OUT of the airport, cross the street and get in again at the other end. I mean, I never expected that I have to go out of the airport to get to the next terminal and there were no helpful signs anywhere. Well, I finally got to the right terminal and took the flight to Detroit after a wait of 5 hours. Well, that is how I landed in the US. It might not be an interesting read for me now, but I am sure I will have a few laughs when I read it after some years. That is what I am writing this blog for anyway.... To preserve memories.......

Chicago...!

       Chicago with an exclamation mark is the apt title for this blog because it is exactly how I felt about Chicago. Since coming to the US on September 2010, this was the first time I saw a real american city. Well, atleast it is not just me who thinks so; when I looked up Chicago in Wikipedia, one of the references for Chicago was that it is "the most american of big cities". I don't know why they call it the "most american of big cities", but for me it was american just because it is a big city with skyscrapers and all that as how they show in movies. It does not matter where the character lives in the US; all the time, the opening shot for an American city would be that of either the Chicago or the New York skyline...

          Our trip to Chicago was for 5 days and 4 nights and we were lucky enough to get a good hotel in the downtown area itself, which meant that we had enough time and all the places of interest are within walking distances from the hotel. We were just near to the "magnificent mile", the famous street of Chicago with its high end stores and some beautiful buildings. What I found interesting about the "mag mile" is that apart from the high end designer stores like Gucci, Armani etc, if you go to a normal store which you would find anywhere, like the Macy's, the price of the items are comparable to what we would get in a normal Macy's anywhere else. I was thinking of Bangalore then.... If you go to any store in say, Brigade road in Bangalore, the price for anything would be the double that of the same item from any other store in Bangalore: just because of its location.

             During the four days we visited the Field Museum of Natural History, the Science and Industrial Museum and the art museum. Of the three, I personally liked the art museum. Well, I can describe the art museum and the wonders in it for one full page, but it is not worth it because  one has to see it to get the real beauty of a beautiful painting. I could have spend maybe 3 days or so in the art museum... But then we have to leave something for the next visit...We then went to the Sears tower (now named Willis tower), once the tallest building in the world. The view from the top of the Sears tower was amazing. On the last night of our trip, we had the famous Chicago stuffed pizza. I heard that there is a competition between the New York pizza (the one which we get in India) and the Chicago stuffed pizza, which looks like a pie actually. Of the two, I would go for the Chicago one.

               Another thing which attracted me in Chicago was that I am at last seeing some people in a city in US. After coming from Bangalore, I was disappointed with the city I stay in, Detroit, because if you go to the downtown area, all you see is abandoned buildings and no people at all. It is actually kind of sad. So it was a good change for me to see a dynamic city like Chicago. I hope to come back to Chicago sometime or the other and my impression of Chicago will stay as a great city. (Well, atleast till  I see New York ...)

         

Me into blogging....?

           Well, I don't have any specific reason to start blogging... Just thought i would start blogging and that is it. And don't ask me why i put this title "The optimistic Indian". Well, maybe because I am an optimistic person, maybe because I am an Indian or maybe because I am optimistic about India.... whatever...

            

           But then, it is fun. A place to express our ideas. To scribble out something when I am bored. To share my views on a variety of topics and my experiences and what I learned from them..... It is not that I have been in any war or climbed the Himalayas to have so much experiences. But if you ask me, our life as such is an experience if you look back at it...It is like a movie with its share of comedies, twists and turns. Just an ordinary life is more funnier and thrilling than you think. So why not put it in writing...? It has all the components for a best-selling novel or a blockbuster movie if you look at it in the right manner...


            In this blog , I will be dealing with a lot of stuff, which I feel I should put down in writing... So it would from many diverse fields like travel, cinema,music,books, politics and yes, India. So here it is... my introduction or my first blog post....  I will be back with more....